Spending the day with Paul

Though to some it might seem a strange thing to do at a time of mourning, the boys and I went skiing today. We decided together that if Paul were here, he would have loaded the skis and snowboards and been out the door in a heartbeat, especially on a day like today: sunshine, blue skies, spring-like temperatures. It was absolutely beautiful. I like to think that Paul had some influence in that department. Parker wore his dad's jacket and I wore his hat. We took his picture with us and placed it in a tree overlooking the valley. Each time Parker skied past, he saluted Dad. It really was a healing experience. We talked about Paul and felt him near. I believe it helped the boys understand that you can grieve the loss of a loved one and still continue to live and enjoy life. That's what Paul would want for us. We miss him deeply, but are grateful for the knowledge that this separation is only temporary. See you later, Paul.