Happy Easter

It's taken me 43 years and a series of life-altering events to truly see the multi-faceted nature of the Atonement. I've always believed the Atonement made it possible for me to repent and be forgiven of my sins, and that it is the means by which I can be resurrected. But it wasn't until I had gone through the experiences of the last two years that I recognized the influence of this gift from the Savior in my daily life. I have learned that I am capable of handling everything that is required of me by putting my complete faith and trust in the Savior. The Atonement has given me the strength to do all I need to, the peace that comes with accepting the Lord's will, and the ability to find joy in the journey. That's what Paul would want for me. Though I miss him deeply, and long to have him here with me, I have no doubt we will be together again. One of the boys put it this way, "It feels like Dad's just out of town on business." So true.

To celebrate Paul's birthday, Parker, Hayden and I went to the temple to do baptisms for the dead. I like to think maybe those we did work for could have been taught the gospel by Paul in the spirit world.